So for the past few weeks I haven’t gone out much or really spoke to anyone but my family. And honestly I didn’t really care. It was a whatever feeling I was pre occupied so it wasn’t bad at all. At the moment as I’m writing this being sleep deprived as usualw and having a wandering mind, I can’t l but think of my friend Alex. I haven’t seen or talked to her in forever. I miss her almost as much as I miss Steph. I miss all the fun times we spent together and memories we had, she’s a good friend. Maybe I’ll see her Wednesday if I go to the block party. Hope to see her soon.